Anyhow, as I reflect on my past practices, I am ashamed of my actions when it comes to disciplining my students. Luckily for me, my philosophy has always been to build a relationship with my students. This has enabled them to forgive my unforgivable discipline practices from the beginning of the school year. So even though I have used coercive tactics to supposedly "control" student behavior, the students still respected me because I made a point to respect them. I have to admit that I am not proud of my behavior in the name of discipline. Fortunately I have always been the type of teacher who has to problem solve and talk out situations with her students. So when I went overboard, I would almost immediately have a pow wow with the student to problem solve the situation and come to an agreement together.
So how have things changed in my classroom, and what does it have to do with my 6 year old son's behavior? Here are my discipline beliefs:
- I believe that all students want to be successful and "behave" in class
- I believe that "behave" means different things to different students
- I believe that some students come into my classroom unable to "behave" for a variety of reasons
- I believe it is my responsibility as an educator to collaboratively problem solve with my students if they are having a problem "behaving" in class.
- I believe that behavior is not a grade and if a student struggles to conform it should not reflect on their grade if he/she can prove understanding in a content area.
- I believe that a student not "behaving" in my classroom is not personal, it is something that is out of my control as an educator. It is my job to take time to build relationships and respectfully understand that there is most likely a plethora of things that could be going on in my student's life outside of the classroom.
- I believe that it takes effort and time to cooperatively problem solve to build relationships with students and that it is much easier to write a referral or "punish" a student
- I believe that referrals and punishment do not in any way improve the behavior of a student.
- I believe that natural consequences for a behavior do provide a teachable moment for students and have the ability to change the students behavior
- I believe it is important to remove the behavior from the student
I could go on but you get the point. I have struggled this year because it seems as though I have gone soft. I like to think of myself as enlightened. I look upon my students differently for a variety of reasons, one being I am the mother of a six year old who has decided to be a willful non-performer and classroom disrupter. As my husband and I contemplate taking every Lego and Star Wars toy away, I realize we need to cooperatively problem solve with my son just as I do in my classroom.
So, the softy (my new name for myself) gives lunch money to kids who forgot their lunch, so that when they come to my class 6th period they can concentrate on math and not the fact that they are hungry. The softy also squats down when a student is acting up and asks the kiddo what is going on and allows him/her to take a walk around the field to clear his/her head. The softy lets students listen to their iPods as they work on math in class. It is difficult because when my colleagues walk in and question what they see in my class, I start to question my jellyfishness, but I recover quickly. They notice that I am letting the students break the "school rules" without noticing the engagement of my students with the math activities they are working on.
So, I need to lighten up on my son - he is a great kid who is testing the boundaries of his teacher which shows intelligence and gumption. I will leave it up to his teacher to give him natural consequences and he will get the picture and make adjustments. As for me, I have a very loud critic in my head who questions everything I do. I have decided to put duct tape on her voice and continue to embrace my new friend Softy.
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